User Profile

The basics.

I swear a lot. I blame it on listening to explict music. And Zachary. I'm ashamed of being a teenager, because we're all just stereotypes, aren't we? Fuck that. I have friends, I don't deserve them. I'm a self-proclaimed geek. Seriously, I'm this close to playing dungeons & dragons and WoW. I guess I think too much about everything. I'm judgemental. I don't believe I've had a decent night's sleep in years. Music is the only thing that's keeping me sane. I believe I'm more intelligent & all-round better person than anyone I know. Sorry. I say sorry too much. I hate myself. And love myself at the same time. I'm basically a bunch of opposites. I'm fourteen, and I'm fucking terrified I'm throwing my life away. I prefer to live in my fantasy world. I'm self-conscious all the time. I talk too much. I make cheesy jokes. And laugh at them. I prefer to spend time in my own company. I.E, with no one else. I enjoy fragmented sentences. When I spell a word wrong or lose something, I feel like such a failure it’s unreal. I once collapsed to the ground on my knees because I lost my guitar plectrum, only to find it minutes later. Holy shit, that made me feel like a fool. I enjoy telling funny stories & making people laugh.